I don’t get it.
Sometimes I really just want to be over with it .. I get so exhausted of everything. I can do it all by myself. I can… I know I’m stronger than what I give myself credit for. Everyone’s telling me that I’m being so stupid staying in it. But it’s so hard. I really don’t even know what I’m doing. Am I better off without him? Am I just settling now? Someone give me an answer. Someone tell me what do this time. I’m tired of thinking. I just want to let go sometimes but I worry too much … I just want to be happy about everything.